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The journey of a boy from those canvas shoes to stepping into the tight shiny shoes of a man, may not be as simple as passing ur masters or walking a trampoline. Some are fearless yet they fear, some know all yet they are clueless. It comes to you in parts n phases, bits n pieces. When i stop and look around, i know I am not the only one who is afraid to change or of changes. Its not possible to be at 2 phases at the same time, but its all relative.  Its like being in between dreams. U grow learning to tie a shoe lace , makes it difficult to choose and pick a shoe without laces even if its the most comfortable and the right thing to do. Even though u feel u've seen the world somehow makes u still feel incapable of understanding. Its like a performance one after the other, but once u skip a turn and decide to wait backstage makes it more difficult to get on that stage and give the performance u know u are capable of. The feet feel tied down to tonnes of weight. but the moment u take that first step, its all feather light. Sometimes all u need is someone to be there, not to help u , not to suggest, not to push, not to tell but for u to knw that its alright ..